Lagu2 dlm playlist aku

• Munajat Cinta - The Rock
• Sempurna - Andra & The Backbones
• Tainted Love - Marilyn Manson
• Di Penjara Janji - Awie
• Radio - Alkaline Trio
• Dont Speak - No doubt
• Kembali - Butterfingers
• Enter Sandman - Metallica
• Rela - Eja
• Kerana Terluka - Nurul
• Run - Snow Patrol
• Chasing Car - Snow Patrol
• Hapus Aku - Nidji
• The Cranberries - Animal Instinct
• Janji Manismu - Aishah
• Kucing Hitam - Bittersweet
• Aku Skandal - Hujan
• Now & Again - The ACAB
• Buried Myself Alive - The Used
• Dia - Fauziah Latiff
• Creep - Radiohead
• Segitiga - Cokelat
• etc.............

Sape2 ad cdgn lgu best2????

Bosannye......

Bosan2 dk ofis ni saje nk meluahkn yg terbuku di hati. Da 2jam stgh aku dk surf tenet tnpa hala dan arah tuju. Ari ni 1 keje pn xde. Al maklum la bos xde kuar g presentation, so aku ngan beberapa kawan senasib (mok, pae, shahrin, zali,naim) pn men2 la internet. Da xtau nk wat ap kn.

Aku sbnrnye ad satu cite. Xksah la korg yg membca ni nk tau ke x, tp saje je nk tulis kt sini. Smlm sperti biase aku blk keje dlm kul5.30, trus pg stesen ampang park tnggu tren. Smpai 2 beratur la, pas2 leh naik. Ad sorg makcik ni, aku assume die keje ngan petronas n aku assume die engineer la sbb die pkai coverall petronas, ala yg kaler kuning 2. Cite ni bkn la psl coverall 2 tp sikap makcik yg teramat prihatin. Mula2 2 die berdiri. Kt tpi die ad la seorg wanita yg nmpak lbih muda dr die, so aku pn assume pompuan 2 lg muda. Smpai stesen pasar seni, ad la tmpat duduk kosong. Walupun dr segi fizikal mmg aku nmpak pompuan td lg tough dr makcik 2, tp tba2 makcik 2 dgn penuh senyuman ckp, duduk la. Betapa pemurahnye die sdgkn die trun kt stesen klana jaya ngan aku brmkna msih jauh prjalanan beliau.

In contrast, ad mamat cina kt dpn aku ni. Die dpt la duduk ats kusi. Pas2 ad sorg makcik ni. Makcik 2 dgn keadaan fizikal yg mmg lemah, muka letih berdiri dpn mamat ni. Mamat ni mmg muda lg, tough la lg. Pas2 bley die buat muka selamber badak tgk makcik 2 mcm 2 je. Adus xke die kesian tgk makcik 2. Smpai Bangsar bru la makcik 2 leh duduk. Tu pn tmpat len.

Tgk la perbezaan ank muda 2 ngan makcik petronas 2. Walupn makcik 2 da berumur tp still die rs orf len lg memerlukn. Yg mamat ni plak xpkir pn psl org len huh

p/s: sbb 2 aku slalu berdiri je kalo blk. kalo dduk kang rmai lg yg memerlukan. bek aku diri je senang

Aku Merindui

Sedar xsedar, da 10taun aku xjmpa die. Last skali aku jmpa 1994, ms 2 aku darjah 1. Pada umur 2 aku blum mengenal erti kasih sayang, blum reti nk bli tket wayang, blum knal ap itu lrt. Waktu perpisahan 2 aku brasa sedikit sdey tp sdey itu hanya sementara sbb ms 2 aku hnya seorg budak hingusan yg xtau ap2.

Mengimbas kembali segala kenangan aku dgn die, die amat menyayangi aku, aku pn amat menyayangi die. Dlm segala hal, aku dilebihkn berbanding mnusia2 lain yg dia knal. Die slalu menyebelahi aku di saat aku terhimpit. Meniti hari2 terakhir bersama die, aku xpenah trase yg die akn tngglkn aku, biase la kn budak2 tgh best2 main ngan kwn2. So satu hari 2 aku mndapat berita sedih yg kate die da tngglkn aku. Ms 2 ad gak aku menitiskn air mata, xtrtahan kesedihan aku.

Meniti hari2 tnpa die 10 taun ni rs mcm ad kehilangan dlm idup aku. Kdg2 aku dk sorg menangis terpkir psl die. Kdg2 aku terpkir nape die tngglkn aku. Knape perlu, nape xlame ms aku bersama die. Setiap kali aku teringtkn die, stiap kali 2 la aku rs dengki sngt kt org yg leh bersama mnusia yg die amat syg.

Bila kali pertama aku mnghadapi peperiksaan besar dlm idup aku (UPSR) dpt keputusan yg cemerlang, aku rs amat terkilan krn die xde disisi utk berkongsi. Begitu jga dgn pencapaian2 lain dlm idup aku, tnpa die disisi kurang bermkna rsnye.

Sesungguhnya bersyukur la sek2 mung sbb sek2 mung msih ad yg trsyg.....................

Kenapa Susah Berhenti Rokok?

Da sbulan aku mencuba nk berenti rokok. Mula2 aku cuba, xsmpai shari pas2 aku bli lg rokok. Then cuba lg, tahan la dlm shari. Ms 2 aku rs sangap yg teramat, last walupn kegawatan ekonomi tgh melanda aku ms 2 tp smpat jua aku membeli rokok. Pas2 cuba lg, siap bwk gula2 g ofis xnk semata2 xnk isap rokok. Smpai tgh ari lpas lunch leh la tahan. Ptg 2 blk gila punya sngap aku tahan gak. Dlm tren 2 rs mcm nk rogol org sbb xdpt rokok. Trun tren, amik motor trus laju g kedai bli rokok. Dpt hisap trus rs mcm org cirit birit dpt jamban. Korang penah rasa kn?? Smlm da brhasrat 2 la last aku isap rokok tp ari ni sblum msuk ofis bli lg...... argggggggggghhhhhhhhh sape leh tolong aku berenti rokok, terapi ke, bomoh ke, ubat ke, ap ke...... Da xnk tp aku xtahannnnnnnnnn..........

What a Tiring Weekend

It started on Friday. After finish home, i took the train from ampang park going back home. Stopped at Taman Bahagia Station, take my bike n straight to home. Arrived at home around 6.30 and straight to kicthen helping my cousin set up the dinner (Usually i will make some drinks, fry the egg and look after the other dished). After that i took my dinner. Around 8 0'clock, took my shower n pray. Since it's weekend the day after so i decided to play some games. So played DOTA on the GGC.

After the game, i grab my fon. Thought my girlfren or frens text/call me. Then there was a few msg n miscall. That was from lisa n majin. Then i called lisa back, she said that majin ask us to go out that nite. As usual 'abg on je'. My bro came to my house n asked me to send back his bike. So i send back his bike n after that he send me to lisa's. At lisa's majin n mok already they n they was ready to go. So i just get into the car.

Then as i thought there didn't decided the place yet. Majin as usual said 'mn2 je la, aku xksah, aku ikut korg je'. Mok 'aku pn xksah'. Me 'ikut korg la, abg ikut je'. Lisa 'aku xbiase kt tmpat ni, aku tau nk g keje ngan blk bangi je'. After a few minutes discussion we finally decide to go to sri hartamas (that was majin's idea). But the problem is no one has ever been there except majin. Majin himself dont how to reach there. So we just took the LDP because majin said sri hartamas is near to damansara.

We arrived at sri hartamas n lepak2 at dis stall called uncle don. We just had some mkn2, shisha n chatting. Then around 2, we decided to leave, suddenly me dgn slamber n bebalnye decided to sleep at mok's that night. So we just to send back lisa n grab some clothes for me n straight away to mok's.

Me, majin n mok arrived there around 3.30a.m. Then i sleep around 4.

The saturday morning i have to wake early bcos that day i hv to work. My boss mr jayanth ask us to come to ofis n do some work. started our work at 9. Finish at 1. After dat, we took our train to kL central, hv our lunch at kfc. Haha the best part of the day, our boss said we can claim for the lunch and taxi fare. Actually we have a bowling tournament at mid-valley dat day. After have some KFC stuff, we grab a taxi n straight to mid-valley.

We played 2 games. my team: me, shuhaini, siti khadijah n that another girl i forgot her name. hahaha dat makes im the only guy in dat team. For the tourney, pae's team won and for individual category yatimi score for the first place, and suprisingly naim score for the second place. Enough wif the bowling tourney, after dat we have a birthday celebration for those celebrate their birthday in June n July. After the celebration i took komuter to central n putra to go home.

Dat night, i tmnkn my kazen go for some shopping. it was a really tiring weekend for me n i slept early dat night, around 10, n woke up on the next day on 12. hahahahahaha

A start from the end

Da lama aku xtulis blog sejak aku menutup secara rasminye blog frenster aku sbb aku rs carutan2 dlm itu hanya kate2 nista yg mmg xmsuk akal. Sejak dr penutupan blog 2 aku rs idup aku skunk bnyk perbezaan dr dlu ibarat 'eyes of malaysia dipusing kn dgn kelajuan 300km/j'. Ad org2 disisi aku dlu kini ntuh kemana dan ad yg baru dtg menyinari idup yg xsberapa bersinar seperti perak yg disalut lumpur bersama tahi kucing. Umur pn da smakin tua, da 21 bley ngundi da. Bnyk lg la yg berubah n yg pling penting ad mnusia rabun (ayat arel) yg setia mnjadi peneman idup aku..... hahahaha

Sejak dua menjak menjejaki alam internship, aku da mula tau ap itu erti kebosanan hidup. Menjalani rutin2 yg same stiap hari. Tnpa ad smngt kesukanan dan pembelaan lemak bermaharaja lela. Rutin harianku:
1. Bgn tdo (6-6.30 pg)
2. kuar umah (6.40-7.00)
3. nek tren (7-7.15)
4. msuk ofis (sentiasa kul 8)
5. lunch hour (12.30-1.30)
6. melangut blk dlm ofis (1.30-5.30)
7. nek tren blk (6.00) p/s: ad la pompuan2 hot tp da xde smngt da nk tgk sbb letih
8. tnggu bas or nek mtor (6.30)
9. smpai umah tlg kazen aku msk
10. msk
11. tgk tv sket
12. tdo
13. ulang langkah 1-12 pd hari beikutnye..
Begini idup manusia2 yg sdg bekerja..... dibelenggu rutin harian yg sama yg xpenah2 rs nk berenti mcm taik kluar bila korg cirit birit.

So aku dgn bangganye merancang aku akan menggunakn sepenuhnya ms studi aku yg tnggl xseberapa utk menikmati idup... huhu can i?